I hate myself.
A lot.
For the past 4 months, I've been really busy.
Also, I've been feeling so weak and sleepy, that I haven't been able to use computer. I can't concetrate on anything, I keep sleeping more and more, I often feel like I'm about to collapse...
So my mom made me give a bloodtest, and it turned out, that I don't have almost any iron at all in my body...
That's why, I really have to apologize!
I love u all so much and I think about u every day! U are so important to me, and I can't belive I'm still alive without u guys... I miss u so much! Q~Q I feel horrible for letting u all down over and over again...
Please don't hate me, u mean more to me that u probably realize and I couldn't bare to lose u!
I will now start using DA on my phone, as I just can't go on without u all.... But, when I use my phone, I can't see the previous text, just thought I should let u know...
Happy Valentine's day to all of u, I hope u've had a nice day!
I love u! So much!











